Saturday, January 22, 2011 @ 10:13 PM
|Yamapi and JJ. my idols.. awwwwww.. =/|
my top info sites for TVXQ ^^
and ofcourse TWITTER! LOL ! XD
Will be busy with school stuffs starting from today onwards.=/
I have to refrain myself from twittering .LOL.
I will try my best to be only on twitter to check updates! and #JYJontwitter twitter accounts!
*NODS FIRMLY* I WILL DO IT (:
Next few weeks will be ALL due date for my projects~sighs.
COMMON TEST! (9-11 Feb) which is actually an exam.
since it's written paper for the modules that doesnt have an exam...
so doesnt it mean, that it's an exam too?=.=
Followed by SEMESTRAL EXAM (end of feb-first wk of march)
gaah! so many to study for.
3 papers for common tests week and another 3 papers for semestral exam week.
I HOPE and PRAY i have no paper for 3rd march, cause i have my BTT on that day!
OMG,almost forgot about BTT. grr.~
So, i was sick, went to the doctor.
and got my medicine.
There's this one medicine which is somehow extremely drowsy.. making me feel so sleeeepy.
on tuesday MORNING, i slept until the next wednesday morning.
OMG! like 24 hrs seeeeey~
and THEN on friday morning before going to school, took in that Medicine....
*usually didnt take that medicine cos i know it is making me feel sleepy but on fri, must take it, dont wanna have a sneezing fit in school*
and well, as u expected i was like a zombie.-.-
even though i slept early the day before!! *pfft~
Then returned from school, immediately went to bed...............
and AGAIN, i slept till the next day!!!! from 3 pm to 12 pm!!
to amira : i am so sorry, didnt reply ur calls or msgs. i was so knocked out >< and thus we didnt have our routine study day today. m(_ _ )m SORRY!
|fan edit cat ears n tail. LOL~ so cute u. XD|
There's a SG cassie dinner gathering today, but im not going.
1) because it's not halal. ><
2) i will miss my manutd match today if i go.
But alas, HAVE A FUN DAY GUYS (:
reminded me of my impromptu meeting with 2 of SG cassies ( peizhen and Christine ) ^^
hope to meet u guys again (: ♥
and also of my outing with NEWS fans . (Eliza,claire and melissa)
LOL that was fun. :'D
sitting hours in secret recipe.
*me getting mad that the MEXICAN sause isnt spicy- i mean isnt Mexican sauce supposed to be spicy?- =.=
|yamapi in his new single hadakanbo pv XD ROFL~ |
talking about Yamapi being not pure. lol. and ofcourse his drinking buddies.
and shige fishing.. and massu fashion. hahaha!
and ofcourse not forgettinnggg.... FANMALES! omg. lol~
Before this, ive met with Eliza , we went karaoke-ing with ShuLing (:
kyaa~ wanna go karaoke-ing NEWS songs again.
and tohoshinki too XD keekee~
hhmm. well, it has been almost a year now.. so let's talk about my polymates. XD kekeke~
well, i cant say we're not close,since we practically see each other everyday. ^^
but i guess, we're not that close too.
i mean, to me uh.
i dont think i can tell a secret or watever to them (i dont have a secret to begin with but anyway)..
im not close to anyone but im close to everyone?
erk, is tht it? hmm..
oh yeah, recently ive found many NEWS and DBSK fans<3 am i awesome or what??! =/
lol lol lol.! BANZAI! (:
Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 9:49 PM
Thank god no one really read my blog. I can rant and rant and let out all my feelings without worrying if i hurt anyone's feelings or whatever.
This post is about DBSK. My feelings and all about them. I've somewhat keep it all in my heart.
I envy those people who can convey what the feel.
In twitter, there are those who did that and i envy that very much.
I think Im not good at expressing my feelings.
So i always choose to just keep it to myself and somehow endure it.
And unless someone start the topic on this kinda thing, then i guess i will open up? *wth?*
wont talk about the lawsuit being delayed bla3. too complicated.=/
Furthermore,in twitter world and in fandom world , u have to watch out what u say. HAHA.
ah, just me,blog and my feelings. kekekeke~
Positive positive positive positive, that's me.
always somehow finds a way to think positively.
Ive always keep an open mind.
Ive always tried to not think too deep onto things.
I hate crying. yes, i really really 'motto motto kirai' hate to cry.
TVXQ and NEWS, somehow when it comes to these people, tears will come out naturally. T^T
I need this. I need to let it all out.
If not, i think i'll break.
every little things, even if u want to or not, somehow it seems related to tvxq. -.-
am i obsessed by them?
yeah, guess i am.
but i dont think to the point that i need any help.
i still have my life. and to me,my life is not complete without them.
News of them breaking up.
JYJ and TVXQ Homin.
2 different groups.
and recently there might be a fanclub for JYJ, Begin.
Though no official statement yet.
I have always been neutral about this.
about them breaking up.
to me, it's still the same.
them as 5 or 3 and 2 . all u have to do is keep supporting them.
and everything will turn out fine in the end.
Yes, i very much want them to be together again.
but think rationally.. the chances of them getting back together is not high.
They filed lawsuit against SM and if after the lawsuit they went back, wont it be awkward?
People being people would surely bash them . -.-
The only best option is for HoMin to get out from SM for them to be 5 again.
But think again, homin said they're waiting for JYJ to COME back.
meaning that they are NOT thinking of going out.
It's so depressing. and I hate feeling sad by this.
Because I know, they do not want their fans to be sad.
It's okay. I dont mind being hurt.
I dont mind breaking out suddenly in the middle of the night.
When I watch their performances on stage or their interviews...
"Ahh, it will so much more perfect if it's complete 5 up there".
When TVXQ make their comeback performance , i can imagine JYJ singing it together with them.
When JYJ sang in KBSdrama award, it look so lonely, the stage look so empty.. T^T
yes, i cheered on them , im happy for them.
but at the same time,sigh, i still think them as TVXQ5 is the best.
The thing that really broke me down is..... Fanchants.
Fanchants are the best and are the most awesome thing when TVXQ perform<3
I love it the most (well ofc i love the performances etc)
When Homin perform on stage and the fans did their fanchants.....
JUNG YUNHO! DONGBANGSHINKI! SHIM CHANGMIN!
yes,it's awesome but,To me, it sounded so incomplete.
there's no ..................
KIM JUNSU! KIM JAEJOONG! PARK YOOCHUN!!
Just knowing that the other 3 members' name wont be called out, makes me down.
Next Fanwars. stupid. fanwar.
again, i wanna say im neutral.
im not in either JYJ or Homin side.
Im in Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho side.
are we clear on that?
i can understand new fans for JYJ and Homin..
Since they only know the new group and not TVXQ5.
As long as they dont bash the other, it's fine.
i can relate to that.
Being a new JYJ fan, since they know nothing about Homin and TVXQ5,
they shouldnt say anything right? and vice versa.
to the fans that KNOW TVXQ as a five member group.....
That Love them as a five member group.
that follows them as a five member group...
it's so disheartening to see them bashing the other.
Well, naturally u would be more towards the group that ur bias are in , true.
but to bash and say cruel things..... T^T
FANWARS WONT BREAK ME NOR WILL IT HURT ME.
YOU CANT AND WILL NOT CHANGE MY TVXQ LOVE.
THE ONLY THING IS...............
THIS FANWAR HURTS THEM
BCOS I KNOW ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE THE MEMBERS DOESNT WANT THEIR FANS (CASSIOPEIA) TO FIGHT BECAUSE OF THEM!. THEY ARE HURT BECAUSE THEY KNOW .. THEY KNOW THAT SOMEWAY OR ANOTHER THEY ARE THE REASON OF THIS FANWAR.
knowing them hurt, hurts me as well.
gahh! im not gonna say anything else regarding this..
TO EACH HIS OWN. ~
Always keep the faith? up to you.
UGH! NEW NEWS!
"The recent article is about the Korean Producers' Union not KFPCAI. They've issued a statement siding with SM and saying that it would be worrying if the court issued a judgment nullifying DBSK's contract. Essentially, they're trying to indirectly influence the court's ruling in SM's favour."
-From TheJYJFiles' Korean translator, Jimmie.
LIKE WTF?! why is everyone against them! just leave them alone!
They are awesome singers n musicians .... If u recognize talent, u will not disrupt their way.
they have talent, shouldnt u be supporting them instead? =.= stupid politics.
Listen here, without TVXQ korean pop is blah okay?
what matters to me most is............
Kim Junsu ! Park Yoochun! Kim Jaejoong! Shim Changmin! Jung Yunho!
XIAH! MICKY! HERO! MAX! UKNOW!
is........... their health, their HAPPINESS and their careers.
As long as they're healthy and happy and keep on singing and pursuing their dreams,
im fine even if they wont be together.
anyway, u see. they WILL be together in the end.
all this disputes is because of the music industry...
I know, when they retire etc.. they'll remain as friends. ^^
hell, they are still friends now (: i believe that!
5 of them have endured so much hell. please, i just want them to be happy. is that too much to ask for?