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Sunday, April 1, 2012 @ 11:05 PM
I feel like I am never an important part in anyone's life. I am floating around groups of people. Never a necessary part. Just a convenient. Maybe they asked me out so that it wont be rude...? I felt hurt but I know it's a small thing. And they might not even realise it. It's just me.. I think there's something wrong with me. I think people doesn't take me seriously or either take me so seriously. I dont know how to express what I'm feeling right now. It's stupid yeah, it's a stupid thing and I dont know why i feel so sad. lol.
I am... replaceable.
Friday, August 12, 2011 @ 9:09 PM
just surfing the net and i found this comment about JYJ's (junsu Yoochun and Jaejoong) singings which i agree. and the explanation and description of their voices was quite good! having learnt few basics of vocal lessons,i can relate to her/his explanation .
JJ was THE vocal leader of DBSK5/TVXQ5/Tohoshinki5 for 2 main reasons—– in most of their old songs, JJ carried the main tune because his unique tonal clarity floats above all the others and allows you to hear that main theme/tune throughout the entire song. JJ’s unique tonal neutrality also “blends” the voices of any other members w vastly different tonal qualities—— i.e. JJ’s voice smooths out any excess edgy/husky.nasally features etc of the other members that may make a solo artist unique but actually create Discordance in a group harmony-acapella situation—-into a final cohesive harmony. A perfect example of this is in a YT vid (search Xiah and Micky arguing and singing) starting abt 1:40 when JJ comes into a JS-YC duet and suddenly, you have this beautiful harmony that wasn’t there before. JJ’s very wide vocal range certainly doesn’t hurt either. He can go quite low (lower than JS or CM, though he doesn’t do so much) and a number of his famous high-notes are actually not falsettos but head-voice notes. That is why they describe JJ’s voice as the “Golden”, “Rainbow” and “Healing” voice.
Junsu’s voice is often described as the “Emotional” voice since he has a unique timbre that provides an emotional hook or catch that make you “feel” even if you don’t understand the lyrics. He also has the best vocal technique which is why they often call JS the best singer because he is the best at the DELIVERY and emoting of a song hands-down. If you’ve ever see him performing live, he “becomes” the song.
I adore YC’s voice too–its a mix of the 2, with a unique rough-huskiness, a Growly-warm richness all of his own that can be oh-so-sexy , melancholic or comforting. This is why even though he is actually more baritone-bass in range, YC sings many of their highest notes in some songs because they are not as painfully-piercing on your ear-drums. He has the “Warmest” voice of all of them.
I hope she wont mind me putting this on my blog. ^^ Just to add on a few things. To add on,imo,Jaejoong has a complete,overall kinda voice. Thus,he can sing songs in any genre. and sounds awesome! <3
Junsu has very strong mixed tones!! <3 Yoochun as was stated above,huskiness and warmth voice. A bit airy but that's what makes it more "softer/warm". All in all, all three members have great control and placement!Obviously!XD Having went through lessons,i am very very impressed with them. Vocal lessons are harder than dancing lessons imo. especially if you have bad habits. D< Must practice and train a lot. so that your body remembers the correct way of singing.
These 3 boys went through a lot of training BUT they have talent! these voices are special. even if you train a lot you cant achieve it. A god given talent , junsu jaejoong yoochun have it. <3 Each of them have their own uniqueness and speciality. <3 Yunho and Changmin too (': Am always and forever will be proud of them. <3
Seriously i cant describe how beautiful their voices are. (':
I am loving protect the boss more and more now.The casts are very good. Jisung and kanghee are such good actors and actress to be honest. Jisung's character so funny. and likable. Kim Jaejoong's acting skill are good too.. well, i might sound bias. but i like it. His eyes do the talking u know. (: oh and jaejoong,u dont have to post a selca everytime after the show okay. u take a rest is good enough for us. Please dont force yourself. (:
/end of my useless rants/
Thursday, February 10, 2011 @ 3:16 AM
Reson why im uber excited till im rolling on the floor like JJ X) hahaha.
Click the picture for the super cute GIF! X)
Well,it's been weeks actually.. But i havent yet made a post on this!! ><"
Ive received my KYHD and JYJ Their Rooms! It's too awesome (:
There's a KYHD poster n it's mega big but the thing is i dont use poster.=/
nevermind,i'll just keep it? it's still rolled!! LOL.
JYJ their rooms is special to me because........there's their own essays! And they wrote and composed the music by THEMSELVES. ^^ Im in love with the songs.
Im gonna get my YAMAPI supergood superbad album and Hadakanbo single soon! YEY!
MACHEDA! he scored goals on Sampdoria (: YOU MAKE US PROUD BB ^^
He's on loan now.. and Sir Alex still think him as a manutd player.
KIKO, come back to Manutd soon ok?
If possible, i want you to have your best soccer career in manchester united under Sir Alex .
Ofcourse,that's not to say that i will hate you or will stop supporting you if you're not in manutd.
But tbh, i love you in united more. I'll be waiting and rooting for you to come back to manutd!
Outing with them is never boring! Faeqah,deeyah and amirah.
You girl know i love you so much right? (:
Everything is exposed man! :p hahahaa~ Just some pictures to remember the day by. ^^
HAHA~ pink and blue. i was thinking all the way.. that clothes am i gonna wear?! X)
i just find this awesome matte cutex, and im thinking of buying it^^
WILL LOOK FORWARD TO OUR NEXT OUTING!! JYEAH! <3
DBSK NEWS MANCHESTER UNITED. YOU GUYS ARE MY LOVE. SERIOUSLY <3 :'D
Will be busy with school stuffs starting from today onwards.=/
I have to refrain myself from twittering .LOL.
I will try my best to be only on twitter to check updates! and #JYJontwitter twitter accounts!
*NODS FIRMLY* I WILL DO IT (:
Next few weeks will be ALL due date for my projects~sighs.
COMMON TEST! (9-11 Feb) which is actually an exam.
since it's written paper for the modules that doesnt have an exam...
so doesnt it mean, that it's an exam too?=.=
Followed by SEMESTRAL EXAM (end of feb-first wk of march)
gaah! so many to study for.
3 papers for common tests week and another 3 papers for semestral exam week.
I HOPE and PRAY i have no paper for 3rd march, cause i have my BTT on that day!
OMG,almost forgot about BTT. grr.~
So, i was sick, went to the doctor.
and got my medicine.
There's this one medicine which is somehow extremely drowsy.. making me feel so sleeeepy.
on tuesday MORNING, i slept until the next wednesday morning.
OMG! like 24 hrs seeeeey~
and THEN on friday morning before going to school, took in that Medicine....
*usually didnt take that medicine cos i know it is making me feel sleepy but on fri, must take it, dont wanna have a sneezing fit in school*
and well, as u expected i was like a zombie.-.-
even though i slept early the day before!! *pfft~
Then returned from school, immediately went to bed...............
and AGAIN, i slept till the next day!!!! from 3 pm to 12 pm!!
to amira : i am so sorry, didnt reply ur calls or msgs. i was so knocked out >< and thus we didnt have our routine study day today. m(_ _ )m SORRY!
fan edit cat ears n tail. LOL~ so cute u. XD
There's a SG cassie dinner gathering today, but im not going.
1) because it's not halal. ><
2) i will miss my manutd match today if i go.
But alas, HAVE A FUN DAY GUYS (:
reminded me of my impromptu meeting with 2 of SG cassies ( peizhen and Christine ) ^^
hope to meet u guys again (: ♥
and also of my outing with NEWS fans . (Eliza,claire and melissa)
LOL that was fun. :'D
sitting hours in secret recipe.
*me getting mad that the MEXICAN sause isnt spicy- i mean isnt Mexican sauce supposed to be spicy?- =.=
yamapi in his new single hadakanbo pv XD ROFL~
talking about Yamapi being not pure. lol. and ofcourse his drinking buddies.
and shige fishing.. and massu fashion. hahaha!
and ofcourse not forgettinnggg.... FANMALES! omg. lol~
Before this, ive met with Eliza , we went karaoke-ing with ShuLing (:
kyaa~ wanna go karaoke-ing NEWS songs again.
and tohoshinki too XD keekee~
hhmm. well, it has been almost a year now.. so let's talk about my polymates. XD kekeke~
well, i cant say we're not close,since we practically see each other everyday. ^^
but i guess, we're not that close too.
i mean, to me uh.
i dont think i can tell a secret or watever to them (i dont have a secret to begin with but anyway)..
im not close to anyone but im close to everyone?
erk, is tht it? hmm..
oh yeah, recently ive found many NEWS and DBSK fans<3 am i awesome or what??! =/
lol lol lol.! BANZAI! (:
Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 9:49 PM
Thank god no one really read my blog. I can rant and rant and let out all my feelings without worrying if i hurt anyone's feelings or whatever.
This post is about DBSK. My feelings and all about them. I've somewhat keep it all in my heart.
I envy those people who can convey what the feel.
In twitter, there are those who did that and i envy that very much.
I think Im not good at expressing my feelings.
So i always choose to just keep it to myself and somehow endure it.
And unless someone start the topic on this kinda thing, then i guess i will open up? *wth?*
wont talk about the lawsuit being delayed bla3. too complicated.=/
Furthermore,in twitter world and in fandom world , u have to watch out what u say. HAHA.
ah, just me,blog and my feelings. kekekeke~
Positive positive positive positive, that's me.
always somehow finds a way to think positively.
Ive always keep an open mind.
Ive always tried to not think too deep onto things.
I hate crying. yes, i really really 'motto motto kirai' hate to cry.
TVXQ and NEWS, somehow when it comes to these people, tears will come out naturally. T^T
I need this. I need to let it all out.
If not, i think i'll break.
every little things, even if u want to or not, somehow it seems related to tvxq. -.-
am i obsessed by them?
yeah, guess i am.
but i dont think to the point that i need any help.
i still have my life. and to me,my life is not complete without them.
News of them breaking up. JYJ and TVXQ Homin.
2 different groups.
and recently there might be a fanclub for JYJ, Begin.
Though no official statement yet.
I have always been neutral about this.
about them breaking up.
to me, it's still the same.
them as 5 or 3 and 2 . all u have to do is keep supporting them.
and everything will turn out fine in the end.
Yes, i very much want them to be together again.
but think rationally.. the chances of them getting back together is not high.
They filed lawsuit against SM and if after the lawsuit they went back, wont it be awkward?
People being people would surely bash them . -.-
The only best option is for HoMin to get out from SM for them to be 5 again.
But think again, homin said they're waiting for JYJ to COME back.
meaning that they are NOT thinking of going out.
It's so depressing. and I hate feeling sad by this.
Because I know, they do not want their fans to be sad.
It's okay. I dont mind being hurt.
I dont mind breaking out suddenly in the middle of the night.
When I watch their performances on stage or their interviews...
"Ahh, it will so much more perfect if it's complete 5 up there".
When TVXQ make their comeback performance , i can imagine JYJ singing it together with them.
When JYJ sang in KBSdrama award, it look so lonely, the stage look so empty.. T^T
yes, i cheered on them , im happy for them.
but at the same time,sigh, i still think them as TVXQ5 is the best.
The thing that really broke me down is..... Fanchants.
Fanchants are the best and are the most awesome thing when TVXQ perform<3
I love it the most (well ofc i love the performances etc)
When Homin perform on stage and the fans did their fanchants.....
JUNG YUNHO! DONGBANGSHINKI! SHIM CHANGMIN!
yes,it's awesome but,To me, it sounded so incomplete.
there's no ..................
KIM JUNSU! KIM JAEJOONG! PARK YOOCHUN!!
Just knowing that the other 3 members' name wont be called out, makes me down.
Next Fanwars. stupid. fanwar.
again, i wanna say im neutral.
im not in either JYJ or Homin side.
Im in Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho side.
are we clear on that?
i can understand new fans for JYJ and Homin..
Since they only know the new group and not TVXQ5.
As long as they dont bash the other, it's fine. i can relate to that.
Being a new JYJ fan, since they know nothing about Homin and TVXQ5,
they shouldnt say anything right? and vice versa.
to the fans that KNOW TVXQ as a five member group.....
That Love them as a five member group.
that follows them as a five member group...
it's so disheartening to see them bashing the other. Well, naturally u would be more towards the group that ur bias are in , true.
but to bash and say cruel things..... T^T
FANWARS WONT BREAK ME NOR WILL IT HURT ME.
YOU CANT AND WILL NOT CHANGE MY TVXQ LOVE.
THE ONLY THING IS...............
THIS FANWAR HURTS THEM
BCOS I KNOW ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE THE MEMBERS DOESNT WANT THEIR FANS (CASSIOPEIA) TO FIGHT BECAUSE OF THEM!. THEY ARE HURT BECAUSE THEY KNOW .. THEY KNOW THAT SOMEWAY OR ANOTHER THEY ARE THE REASON OF THIS FANWAR.
knowing them hurt, hurts me as well.
gahh! im not gonna say anything else regarding this..
TO EACH HIS OWN. ~
Always keep the faith? up to you.
UGH! NEW NEWS!
"The recent article is about the Korean Producers' Union not KFPCAI. They've issued a statement siding with SM and saying that it would be worrying if the court issued a judgment nullifying DBSK's contract. Essentially, they're trying to indirectly influence the court's ruling in SM's favour." -From TheJYJFiles' Korean translator, Jimmie.
LIKE WTF?! why is everyone against them! just leave them alone!
They are awesome singers n musicians .... If u recognize talent, u will not disrupt their way.
they have talent, shouldnt u be supporting them instead? =.= stupid politics.
Listen here, without TVXQ korean pop is blah okay?
what matters to me most is............
Kim Junsu ! Park Yoochun! Kim Jaejoong! Shim Changmin! Jung Yunho!
XIAH! MICKY! HERO! MAX! UKNOW!
is........... their health, their HAPPINESS and their careers.
As long as they're healthy and happy and keep on singing and pursuing their dreams,
im fine even if they wont be together.
anyway, u see. they WILL be together in the end.
all this disputes is because of the music industry...
I know, when they retire etc.. they'll remain as friends. ^^
hell, they are still friends now (: i believe that!
5 of them have endured so much hell. please, i just want them to be happy. is that too much to ask for?
To friends,old n new. and DBSK friendship (:
Friday, December 17, 2010 @ 5:47 AM
I hope and I pray that they will comeback as five again..
But above all , I hope and I wish that their friendship and brotherLove will never be broken.
*They lived together for so many long years okay!*
Have rewatched countless time of their TV shows and reality shows.
And their love for each other is always there.
It's just hard to believe if someone told me they've break apart. They dont break that easily. okay? Trust and faith and believe.
Their friendship is strong . and is strong enough to overcome the greed and politics of the entertainment world.
Our DBSK,Our TVXQ,Our Tohoshinki, You're forever five in our hearts, ♥
Without noticing, Ive been in poly for almost a year now.-
2 more months and its a year. 2 more months till my Final exam.
It is also almost a year since i graduated/left? Aljunied.
Ive been it that school for almost 12 years! -11 years and 2 mths!
There are so many memories there.
And all of them are happy ^^
Well, i mean right now,I cant remember any sad things?
It might be impossible, but I hope that I will still keep in contact with my friends there.
With the girls there.
With all of them. Even those im not close with and especially to those im close with.
Alhamdulillah, all of them passed their final year.
*saya tumpang gembira ye* haha.
Even though I never showed any feelings towards them, and I might not say it..
But truthfully, I kinda miss you people ^^
I mean, how can I not miss them? they've been with me for 11 years and hopefully still counting ~
Dear you people,I hope we can still be friends.
Doesnt mean that after we've gone our separate ways that we have to break apart, right?
It's kinda sad that sometimes I feel unwanted.
Well, since i klua from aljunied.
And I might have think that maybe you guys dont care about me anymore.
Things like : "yela, aku kn da klua dary aljunied, so i dont fit in anymore." And sometimes i kinda feel a bit hurt too.
But being Nasyirah, you know me.
I can easily (fortunately or unfortunately) blocked things out.
I can easily erased this thoughts from my mind.
and just somehow freeze my feelings and emotions.
(i dont know if this i s a good thing or bad)
So then i just decided to block this thing out.
To forget this painful feeling.
and my mindset became: "whatever. I dont care anymore. I can still survive."
Yeah, So I have felt this feeling called Loneliness.
and the feeling of being ignored and unwanted..
All i ever wanted is to make an impact on someone life.
To make a big impact to the point that if i disappear, i'll leave a hole in that person's heart.
Just one person is enough. To be unforgotten and be remembered. To live on in someone's memories.
Talk and talk is not and never enough.
To continue our friendship, we need to take action. We need to do something.
Just simple things like going out for lunch is enough.
This 12 years of friendship is precious to me.
and I hope im not the only one who feels this way.
To all my friends and to all who consider me as your friend,
To all my old and still friends, and to all my new friends,
Also to my virtual friends,
and especially to my parents,
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for being a friend of mine.
Thanks for looking past my faults.
Thanks for forgiving me whenever.
Thanks for all those fights.
Thanks for scolding me.
Thanks for just being there when im in need,
and thanks for being patient with me all this while.
I love you guys, ^^
This is just too cool! woots.
Let's do this sometime soon!
what color should i mixed? hmm..
Its exam time! and i just don't like having exams in the afternoon. Afternoon=lazy brain. desho?
I have one more topic to cover for my Chemistry paper which is in Thursday. And it's the topic that i dread the most- periodic trends!
Yep,periodic trends. Why? Because it can get very confusing and to explain it is so hard. sigh/
I CANT WAIT TO GET MY JYJ OFFICIAL FILE SET. (5 files!) XD
And i am right now waiting for this seller answer- is she selling Intermodulation? (jaejoong's photobook). She's asking her supplier now. woots. let's hope for a good news. ne?
I wanna go to HMV. i need to go! Please let me have the time to go there. LIFE of a FANGIRL=money spent on them, but who cares,im loviing it okay?
So you know, Yamapi had added two shows in HK! BUT why cant he have shows in other place rather than adding shows to HK.=.= i mean, comeon la. I have so so so many Yamapi fans friends. and most of them are in Indonesia, malaysia. and well, singapore too. why cant JE have Yamapi concert in SG. Dont they know SG exist? TT_TT i talked with my parents already okay. I've told them if Yamapi and DBSK/JYJ has a concert in SG, im going. and they didnt prevent me from going=they allowed me to.^^ My mom joked that let's go to thailand/taiwan next yr during hols n go to his concert. IF only that can happen. So all that's stopping me from seeing him LIVE is... He's not coming to Singapore!
i want that red jacket-it's awesome!
Today is......December the 15th. which is...... #xiahday ! Happy birthday to our beloved pure hearted dolphin duck-butt boy. The creator of OHMYGOD,SUN!
and has his own religion, Xiahnism (changminnie the first follower)
The angelic voice that never cease to impress people.
Man,even his laughter is music to the ears. ^^
Have an awesome birthday Junsuyaaaaah~